Yesterday which was,friday 24th August 2007,i went to school as per normal but the day before had caregroup.Yi Qin sermon mention something about accountability & being responsible bout the sin that we done.He mention something bout passing god's test as well.As time passed,we went to food palace after caregroup.Winstar told me to outreach & gather contacts after school before my CCA.Though time clash, I still agreed anyway.The next day which is 24th august(currently the day before today) I was tempted not to go.which makes me reluctant to go gather contacts. So as i was disturbed i seek god.But God never answered, so i was tempted to doubt god even more.On that moment God was actually testing me to believe that he is actually listening to me.During that moment i started thinking about backsliding but I still struggle,actually i was unaware that God was actually helping me not to doubt him. so i just leave it and just went for my CCA. The next morning which is just now service.Pastor taught bout "Power of Praise & Worship"
the sermon was very meaningful(no need to rate for I am convinced every teaching bout god is always awesome) During that worship, God use the song "Savior King" to speak to me. At that moment, I had a feeling that there is a blood shedding dripping onto my head.my hands trembled & i suddenly got a flashback how god died during crucification.Remembering god's love,God spoke to me saying that even if u doubted me, I had paid the price & for then on nothing can separate our love from Christ.First Time God Spoke to me Straight through Worship
, I bowed my head & burst into tears.Testimonies & blessings from god is always wondrous.I shall remember this day.Amen..



Today's Sermon was great! Pastor Shirley taught about first is Conversing in Sincerity.Praying & having conversation with god. Christians while praying actually often drop to silent mode or maybe mentioned something repeated.When your mind lose attention, we should continue to speaking not to stop for God listens to us whether we knows or not..yeah!Sometimes ppl praying infront of the crowd to get their attention & impress others that they can pray and so on. We should change for this attitude for the right motive is what God wants us to grow as. Pastor then preached about Yielding in Submission.
The positive things at the wrong time is a WRONG thing. If we asked god for something, e.g. If its not the best he will say- No. If you're not ready- Grow If its not the right time-Slow If its on the right time- Go.Seems like God raise,teach,lead,bless us in many ways.
The final thing pastor preeched is Asking by Faith.Ask god for Provision,Forgiveness & protection. Never gave up praying till something happens A secret Code from Pastor Shirley : Frog= Forever Relying On God!Thank Pastor For Preaching =)



Just now there was the East Bros event(There lately been many events happening) Something like Mcg.We at first played Basketball around 3 to 4 plus.I actually came late cause i forgot about the time. Actually i played basket ball half-way i went to join Erwin,Ming Jie & Yi Qin playing Cheat and Jack. By the way i jus noticed that Yi qin name looks like a girl name but when its pronousation sounds like a guy name,pretty cool huh?haha..To Yi Qin himself pls dun feel offended for i jus say it for the change of atmostphere if my blog to calm & silent =).
When I was on my way to the toilet wit Yi qin, Dennis Loh* not (dark lord lol!).told Yi qin to get the contact number for 2 secondary level students.At first me & Qin(for short) was quite afraid to approach them.But after some thought seems like we does this cause we love people for God who first love us. Yeah,Surprisingly we managed to get their contact number praise god! They're from Temasek Secondary. After that, we played awhile of card game again before we went to eat dinner again,most of the time is eat, eat and eat but strangely enough i never gain weight...haha..once thats done we went back home as usual hehe.Thank God for the Day yeah~



There was a event going on just now morning for mens only hehe. from hope signapore~. Its was started early & we gotta meet up at YISHUN Mrt Control Station. Going from East to North is veri far...=.= i was quite tempted to go back to sleep to in the first place but since its for Men not for girl so must go(actually thats not the priority of me going to that event).Surprisingly we went to Yishun Safra. actually i though its quite small like safra tampines but its way bigger than i thought.xD we had games.like rock climbing, some mice game or what..not sure =P. & some swiming games too. but good thing it dried up on my way home.After the games Pastor Jeff taught us that as brothers we must bear Heart, Bear Hug & Bear with one another.yeah!