Yesterday which was,friday 24th August 2007,i went to school as per normal but the day before had caregroup.Yi Qin sermon mention something about accountability & being responsible bout the sin that we done.He mention something bout passing god's test as well.As time passed,we went to food palace after caregroup.Winstar told me to outreach & gather contacts after school before my CCA.Though time clash, I still agreed anyway.The next day which is 24th august(currently the day before today) I was tempted not to go.which makes me reluctant to go gather contacts. So as i was disturbed i seek god.But God never answered, so i was tempted to doubt god even more.On that moment God was actually testing me to believe that he is actually listening to me.During that moment i started thinking about backsliding but I still struggle,actually i was unaware that God was actually helping me not to doubt him. so i just leave it and just went for my CCA. The next morning which is just now service.Pastor taught bout "Power of Praise & Worship"
the sermon was very meaningful(no need to rate for I am convinced every teaching bout god is always awesome) During that worship, God use the song "Savior King" to speak to me. At that moment, I had a feeling that there is a blood shedding dripping onto my head.my hands trembled & i suddenly got a flashback how god died during crucification.Remembering god's love,God spoke to me saying that even if u doubted me, I had paid the price & for then on nothing can separate our love from Christ.First Time God Spoke to me Straight through Worship
, I bowed my head & burst into tears.Testimonies & blessings from god is always wondrous.I shall remember this day.Amen..