Hey, its been awhile since I last blogged! well, recently I actually been very tired. not just physically. but spiritually as well. Let me complain a while, In my perspective..firstly, I got 4 People to meet, one of them birthday to plan.( Happy birthday JK! ) then now because of recent seizure my mom been forcing me to sleep early, then one my my sheep keep forcing me to send him nearer his home whenever he meets me..my guitar string came out..Want to worship also can't forced to sleep early, Exams are coming, home work piling up, need to faithfully plan my time..

Actually, I was simply complainning to God and my leader, why are things like this like that..To be true, If we look to God, things become smaller, I just need to plan my time, then from then on slowly meet my sheeps, rest early is possible since i plan my time right? Guitar strings came out..can always buy new ones this weekend right? want to worship? can also do so W/O guitar right? Exams are coming, Can always study right? Plus Thank God! I got CG tomorrow yet, I am not told to Lead any CG roles this week! Its like a Break! Not to say I am lazy to lead CG roles la..also JK birthday surprise and card everything was yesterday and its over quickly! as long as I give my best to it! which I did.

And this really encouraged me a lot that I still got God with me! Growing higher does not mean lots of things to do but look to God lesser..but all the more, I must always remind myself that, I should look to him, for he is My Savior And My God!

[ Psalms 42:11 ]
Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in the Lord, For i will yet praise Him, My Savior and my God.

Yeah! Thank God! I also had problems while doing my homework minutes ago..well, things don't always go my way don't they..even doing homework can be a suffering! however, A christian life is "An Ordinary Life Living With An Extraordinary God For An Extraordinary Purpose! "

Well better off soon! if not my mum's gonna nag me off to bed! Nights =)



Let me blog about yesterday( Tuesday first ) so, Tuesday, morning went to school..haha..Thank god! now so far I can come slightly later for duty since my DM never scold me for coming right on time when I am suppose to report EARLY* well never mind..so lesson..study etc....then when school ended rushed home..bathe eat..then off I go Bugis again..for doctor appointment at KKH..

Waited for my turn, then see the doctor, make some communications about my health ( duh ). well, now that I am growing, my hormones getting active, therefore having one or two seizures a year is normal. especially when I got it genetically. so in the end. hoping to get better, but gotta increase medicine dosage. taking medicine everyday is not very nice..after that, buy more medicine from the pharmacy, then head home.

When home I, find some songs for gonna practice worship with hao. so took my guitar and off I go. then practice le!, thank god cause we got some difficulty looking for the songs etc..haha! then practice le finished and its already..9..well, when my dad is in singapore..its bad news only if i have not had my dinner yet..which yeah, I haven't eat!

But thank god! He prepared the bus, my dad to not scold me..and as well for my mom to wait for me despite she need clear the dishes etc.. yay! praise God haha. reached home le. then have my dinner!

So its time for comfirmation. And things doesn't go as it seems, about 2-3 roles is not comfirmed and I need to take the burden instead, my sheeps are unable to make it and one of them even said CG is boring! plus my dad is angrily scolding me off to bed, because of my illness, thus I need to sleep early. it was really very tiring. its actually doesn't sounds bad since its over..but I was really exhausted having to choose, which is more important,

Compromise my sleep and hurting the temple of God or the Caregroup to flow well and may have their lives changed during care group? difficult decision to decide huh? I want to compromise my sleep for the group but, my parents were worried insisting and scolding that I should get enough sleep! ( Thank god for their love and care =) )

So I turned to Him, and God reminded me that he will only place me on difficult challenges, situations and circumstances only those that I am able to go overcome it by relying on him for strength! and in that time, things looked pretty small. and things becomes easier to do, all I need is to go to bed remain awake first, Pass the role to those who are able..( thank god for them! ) call my sheep if possible. and thats all! And I can still can compromise my sleep just a little bit and just trust God for he will provide the protection and my requried sleep..! =)

So I really want to encourage you all even myself again. that God will not put us in difficult challenges, situations and circumstances if we can't overcome it. he will only put us in those areas only because he wants us to look to him for strength rather than relying on our own hands to get things done!

Now for my sheep, I will just keep them in prayer! and hope that they will see the value of coming to CG! and also grow in their Relationship with God! Amen =)

Ok thats was yesterday, anyway, so to just Chop Chop on what I did today, study in school duh..then when school ended, rushed down to yi hao house, prepare for CG. Thank god I manage to back up most of the roles and thank god for all the people leading the roles! yay! and caregroup begins and ends. Can't share much on this!

After that head home, Phew, for my dad is going overseas tonight, cause he is flying around the world for meetings just to get money to fill my wallet.. ( But I need to thank god for him! ) so i need to go home for dinner..and I can't join mandon's bdae celebration..aww..so oh well! Now, I am blogging again! gonna go sleep soon! shucks, forgot that I still got homework to do..ahh! alrights gotta go! Nights! =)



Yeah, Back again! Just to summarize on yesterday, Yesterday morning, Watched anime! haha..then continue all the way..do my own stuffs, play games, then went out for dinner. Went to Bugis..Eat pasta-mania! wah, god bless man! Enjoy good food! then we walked around here and there around bugis junction and head home!

So today, Morning, have breakfast then prepare to go Vylan house, teach him some guitar basics since he wanted to learn. Haha, vylan groaning again as usual, exaggeratedly screaming here and there on the pain for a while then laughing away in the end..kids these days! =P just kidding.. though to be true yes you gotta withstand the pain on your fingers when you wanna learn guitar..wait till it hardened first. but you the result will be great when you actually worship God! Playing guitar on your own rather than playing MP3/4 or IPod or etc to worship God! I really thank god I learn it! Other than learning drums later on.

Then I head to Tampines went popular bought sermon notebook for my baby sheep( Thank God for vylan who brought his membership card to cut the price by 10%! )..then go yamaha buy picks, since vylan wanted it. then head to KFC (yummy! Getting hungry?) eat my special set of zinger change to fries + cheese at the price of $5.50 Filling somewhat Cheap and Shiok!

Then went romantic mac study again..after studying accompany vylan walk around Tampines inter again..Then head in between the office building around there for vylan to practice guitar again. Then after a while sent him off to the bus stop then I head to star house. he is having a fever. Pray he will get well soon in Jesus Name! Amen! Then rushed home since its getting late,

You know what? after waiting in less than 3-5mins the bus came! and it take me only about 8mins to reach home from Tamp! quite a number of bus stops are empty so the driver just drove pass like that. and I gotta reach home on time and my mom wasn't scolding me and she is fine! ironing the clothes now..haha and even allowed me to blog before I sleep! Haha! Thank God for God and for her too! =)

Well, I gotta go! getting late now! =) nights!



Yo! Blogging about yesterday, for last night came back late so I gotta sleep earlier.

Early Morning, woke up late..actually not really..but since it rained so I decided to meet the rest at the platform instead..but because my phone card no money and I did not know it until I was about to leave the house which I was suppose to inform them earlier, I was marked late and suppose to do forfeit leh! by the way, that was because we set a goal to grow in Self-Control, Punctuality & Sensitiveness to People. But its so bad loh! mine isn't an excuse! its a reason..! oh well, anyway, they booked me for forfeit anyway, Least we are still early for prayer meet! Then have P&W And thank God for it is always a Joy to do so! amen?

Then, during sermon, Was continueing a story on [Nehemiah 3:1-32 ] The Work Of The Community. The whole chapter is mostly all about names..Complicated names..probably harder to recite than mine..=P..What really encourages me in the sermon is that, no matter how ordinary or how useless I am, In the Kingdom of God, I have a purpose to do. which is to be an instrument for God!

And are we gonna be the one that will heal the world? and really I agree to the sermon for Quitting school and leave overseas to plant church may not be a MUST. but we can start small by really being the salt and light to people around us. So "Do People See God Through Us?"
And I was really comforted with this verse which is [ 1 Corinthians 15:58 ] Truly, My Labour is Not In Vain. Amen.

So, then after that, Did Offering Duty with only 2 People! and it took 45mins to finished it..Gosh..Then joined the rest at Le..( We seriously need to move out from Le! ) Gotta think of a new place next time! Then played Lan with the trios together with aloy. while the rest went off to walk walk.. or go centerpoint mac( again ) to study..Played DotA..Then joined the rest to slack..After that Qing met us..well, I can't really share the entire meeting can I? Then slack again, bought McChicken..Eat..Coup Food from people..buy drink..

Then head to Parklane with Vylan since I want to buy Capo..Haha, Guess what? I got it for $22.50! original price $25 yamaha probably $30..Thank God! well..it isn't much but its a bargain haha! But just now I said if got bargain I go Lan with vylan, If no bargain go home.. so since got it then play with him loh..! So we played L4D, And at the last part, we got abandonned by the other 2..and me and vylan got attacked and got killed. Well Game over anyway!

Then head home. On my way, some funny thing happened..which is Jun kiat messaged me saying he loved me so sweet right! But just to get a present and in the end he said I was just a replacement..bahahaha! anyway then told Vylan to send a prank message of JK ordering 100 flowers haha for his beloved! hahaha..so funny! then sent vylan home to pasir ris..And thank god I got into the Last Train home! yay! praise god! haha, then bathe, and got a very personal and sweet night with God! but this 2 are between me and God so no one else will know deep about it!
So now gotta go! Nights!



Hey, Back again! Wah,previously I felt that this week was very long. but now feel as though its fast! Anyway, Oral have ended! haha! even though its not as serious as End of year exams..I was really like "oh no oh no" for quite a while due to this 2 Oral Subjects these 2 days. Anyway, Its over! haha! thank god! =D

Plus good news, My msn is finally updated to the Windows Live Messenger Latest! haha! after long hours yesterday and just now..it finally worked! and my internet connection speed is back to normal + got protection too with AVG! Praise God! no more computer problems!

Alright, as I was saying, back after oral ended, head home, to sleep! I require a little more rest due to the symptoms of Late-Night-Sleeping. after that, woke up to solve the problem of Error in messengers download..they keep telling me I am not connected despite I am already connected to the internet. But the solution was to delete 2 exclusive folders and restart the comp to download! Fancy me going through all the trouble to do system restore plus research last night +_+.

Then met Aloy for dinner at simpang. actually wanted to eat at the quite nice Mee pok stall, aiyah sadly its close, so we decided to eat at other stall but it wasn't so bad..:) Then head home, while aloy accompany me for a while for a chit-chat & fellowship. Played some games, then he went home.

So, I decided to watch anime! watched for awhile and here I am to blog again! =) I gotta go first! Nights!



Back! Sorry, Blogged late I gotta go soon so I need to make it short and sweet! Today, Thank God I am still on time for morning duty! Haha, Then next thing I knew, Ambushed by Poa Sudden Test.Some remembered, well, I forgot for my teacher simply said "may have test next week" when we have remedial last week, so how? bo bian..sigh just revise a bit and off I go! though its difficult by faith and as little knowledge as I have just now, I can pass! =P But of course I won't do that in future again..

Had normal lessons, till school ends, despite knowing the format and everything...I still have no confidence in it..especially when entering the hall for the oral, I begin feeling the chills. well! When it was my turn, just do it! nothing else I can do than to move forward and take the seat of silent reading for 10mins.

The reading aloud wasn't much of a problem, but the picture description was..It was a picture of our school students going to the old folk's home. as the clock ticks, I am like thinking "Oh god, what can I say!" +_+ my mind was like empty and out of ideas..well, unfinished thinking, yet since it was my turn, I gotta move forward towards the examiner..Off I go!

After the oral, I don't know how well I am gonna do for it, but I knew that probably my oral is gonna be screwed this time, nevermind though, Since I said what I can! there is nothing else I can do! then I head home.

Bathe, Eat some tidbits, then Sleep! haha..typical..well my mom insisted me to sleep since these few nights been sleeping very late..like now..which is bad for me..But Thank God man, because Sleeping is a Blessing! Then had dinner, and do my homework..while at the same time, figuring out how I can solve the problem for my MSN..well getting late! I go off first! I want to do my QT. Nights! =)



Yeah! back again! today been quite a day. Went to school as usual, and then finally take my maths test. Thank God! I actually did all quite confidently! hopefully can pass! cause recently been failing them..then have normal classes..recess, back to normal class till school ended.

Then quickly made a rush down to Yi Hao House for CG, glad I am early! haha..then wait for people to gather..Then Ian comes with 2 of his friends one of them joined us before while the other is a christian from other church. the one who joined us before so called have quite a number of nickname..that time when he came together with his friends for service they all called each other "mandon"..well, as if people will believe them that time. however Yi Hao Believed them! not surprised I guess? haha =P just kidding..

Then when CG begins, opening do some intro and some tidbits eating, then comes Games! haha where me and Ian discussed yesterday..we played and though of this new game called the Deadly Musical Ball! haha sorry it will be too long to explain here! starting very very messy even though it was meant to be messy but a little too much..yeah finally when the game ended we found our Forfietee* haha which is Glen & Ian's friend which is called "mandon" but his real name is Eugene. (their names are just for introduction :) ) so basically they gotta drink this special drink we made for them! haha which is some juice thingy then add soya sauce, then pepper..haha but still since I am quite interested, i decide to help them drink too! though its actually taste very yucky..but not very bad, its just yucky..haha and I bring Ian together to drink their leftover forfiet =P

Finally we came upon worship. where thank god! we can again as a CG worship god together =). after that was Holy Comm, Alfon did something interesting too! which is for us to imagine then he do the narating and the story sharing! and it was understandable of our significant purpose of taking the bread and red drink.

Then got to sermon D lead by Aloy, haha it was good for it helps all of us to think through of what is the truly ideal CG we want to have and what few areas we can grow in together. these small areas are -Self Control, Sensitive to other's needs and Punctuality yeah, and this reminds all of us too as Man of ED1!

Then ended with announcement..since the CG has ended, most of them are just laying around while some play Guitar, Play the Wii. and the rest of us, play Paper Ball War! The Players were -Prana, -Winstar, -Daniel, -Darren, -Samuel, -Song, hahaha~! we had so much fun and yi hao room have become like havoc! then we started shooting at people who walk past here and there.
Truly enjoyed it a lot! Really Thank God for Care Group*!

Then off I go home! Have my dinner while watching MJ on TV, Then here I am! to blog again! But whoops, I gotta go first! need to do my home work! Plus tomorrow got English Oral, even if I know what to talk or how to answer, I am still lacking courage and confidence! ahh! Hope by Faith and Speech* I can do well! both English and Chinese which is tomorrow! and also my MSN to be healed! I got some Internet Connection Error for MSN but I can still online internet..Strange huh? Anyway, Nights!



Yeah! back again..I try make it short since I need revise again..tomorrow got maths Test again..sigh..Yeah Thank God! I manage to learn of the format for both mother tongue and English oral..Just hopefully God will give me wisdom and words to answer the examiner! haha.. =) Then When school ended, My Project Work Program is over! so I need not stay back on Tuesdays again haha..

Thank God! Then rushed to meet Jun Kiat. Actually I was suppose to meet him at around 3 plus but since my project work thingy end at 3.15 plus then need wait on the way so counting from the time JK reached small mac, till the time we met, he is probably there for like 1hour! But the truth is, He didn't just wait! He actually went to the Lan Shop to play garena +_+. Fancy me thinking he actually replied all my messages of OK OK saying he will wait for me. Well! thats good enough though! haha. went to Long John then have our late lunch..after that go accompany him take his stuff for his mom and send him off. Glad despite I didn't give him some teaching, I got to know him more! and the rest which we talked are only between me and him so cannot reveal all! Yay haha! Finally met him man..

After that I went off to West Mac to study for awhile and saw Star & Aloy who are together there preparing some stuffs. So they gotta go off not long after then gotta study alone ='( Thank God Mr Yeee-Haooo accompany me haha! Helped me too! and share his drinks while I am thirsty at that time and needed it! haha, God really send a brother to bless me haha!

Then met Ian to plan CG games. Yeah He first time leading le! Clap clap*! haha..Thank God for him too for making his time to meet me just to prepare roles even after his tough trainning of CCA. And off I go home! Enjoy watching some of my favourite TV shows! -> The Mentallist ( I love it man!) And to Be here to blog again..Off to study! Cause I got maths test tomorrow!

And One last thing! Actually I was feeling very tired but God Never Fails To Comfort Me! =) Through this Song Unchanging By Christ Tomlin

Despite the video isn't much and a bit off. but its truly the song that comforts me! So! To add some live,



Enjoy! I gotta study too..God Bless ya,Nights man..! =)



Back to school again! First things first, Morning wake up so early! aiyah tired man..Thank god I am not late for prefect duty and did not get scolded by Miss RA. So, finish duty already then head to English Class..which to be reminded that I got Oral this Thursday..got too many things to get worried about..well glad my English teacher didn't did a so called presentation on me today, most probably tomorrow..

Then moved on to PE, where I only played volley ball anyhow since my team mates also don't care..sigh,So my classmates all anyhow then receive abit of lecture..and off to recess! Then late for Chemistry class because need change!( first few times though!) well so manage to get chance to enter..after that..suffering to understand chemical properties..bla bla bla..and well it ended soon later! Then next Chinese Class, wah to my horror..I was also reminded got Chinese Oral think..is this friday..aiyah..die ah die ah..so manage to survive..then History! thank god! my favourite subject :) but sadly copy notes all the way! and finally, school ended!

Wonder how am I gonna survive through..man..reached home, finally time to sleep! though I overslept when I was suppose to meet the rest to prepare CG..Thank God again, my savior prepared the Bus as I reached the bus stop haha! yeah! Jesus rawks! then reach Romantic* Mac..and got started. Then just realised few of the Spring Field was there..probably studying, actually when they left they left their worksheet too! which was thrown away..ANYWAY! Prepared CG roles, see who to sabo! HAHA! just kidding..Its always a Pleasure to serve God in CG roles amen? =) And of course Yi Hao gets bullied, Prana should know what I mean..

After that yeah, Finally Getting Studying..Then comes the spring fielder again to go studying..As my Mathematician went off eating for dinner with Star, Hao turned his back on me for his p-p-pf-pff-pfff Speech. MUAHAHAHAHA so funny! Prana,Hao & Aloy should also get what I meant!

Meet Vylan as he come to wait for me to swim at my house. First time le! Shepherding was always either we go somewhere else or I go his house! Shepherding never happen at my House before! however there is always the first time! Then went swimming, vylan starts showing me what he got! but when I go Wild ( not Crazy or Mad ) as I use to when I go swim,( trainned since childhood le! ) He began to ask "how do ya do that and that!" haha! Nevermind! my motives are still pure so I shan't add on! Then went sauna..haha! very hot too! ( of course!)

So he wants to get a Goal and commit to God. the rest are between me and him! So bathe then sent him off. and got home chatting and here again! =) actually today feeling very uneasy for this week, Got quite lot of things to do! like this week gonna have 2 orals, tests la, sheeps to meet, CG things to prepare..To be honest I am rather tired! but I gotta do it for I love God. =) Amen!? so tonight I am gotta get some refreshments during QT so..Nights! =)



Sigh, School is reopening again! Holiday so fast end hor! well gotta prepare myself, Exams are coming too..anyways, I got a good sleep today haha! slept all the way to 12pm! woke up, worship God first. been a while =).Bathe first, then played some mini-games,Then for breakfast Thank God for my mom she bought ciong huan ( if thats how you spell it..) then she went out to meet some people. while i happily play games =P

Then when my mom returned, she bought Nasi Ayam Penyek!!! Woot! Well its a famous..In english..Flat Chicken Rice Indonesian dish haha! My favourite too! Then continued playing haha! and actually I got no home work!( As far as I can remember! ) Sweet! Thank God also cause I found another website to watch Anime, Its free, it updates the latest, and ultimately I can enjoy!
oh also Thank god for people who also accompany me chat through the day haha..

Well, Gotta go first! need to sleep early, Pray that by faith! I can walk on through this tough weeks that is coming in! Nights!



Hey, Yo! Here again..haha..Morning, actually I wanted to do QT in the morning but I didn't do so for ended up I go back to sleep so I need to rush down! So bathe,eat breakfast etc..finished le! rush down to Mac, sadly some of my baby sheeps can't make it! Well long story but..JA needs to sleep earlier in future! Yay! but thank god Marcus came down despite the other 2 cannot make it! So off we went to Somerset. then went for service.

During Service, wah, Praise and Worship was somewhat different! Don't think it matters of the worship leader leading much but more to really having a heart that just want to do so! During the worship, God really reminded me again of how great he his through this song..which is [ Worship You Alone by Planetshakers ] Familiar I would say..but God really touch me again and reminded me that, God! that you are really really great! as the song goes- despite I wouldn't reveal it, I am really moved to tear that I have such a great God. =)

Sermon was about Nehemiah again, but Its still applicable how Nehemiah story really applies to our life not literall but more spiritual. "What Really Are The Cracks Of Our Lives?" And Prana please do look through it whenever you can..Well many times we respond during Altar Call and how many times do we actually respond and apply it to our lives? well, very few for me..true I admit! That is why there is always a time to change and that means NOW! I may not be able too apply all the things I responded of course! I am just a human, I am still imperfect you see. It takes time, but it needs to grow constantly! lets grow together Amen?

After service ended, went Le to eat again. ( we seriously need to change man! I am getting bored of Le food! ) Ate Nasi Lemak, to be true, I only ate it a few times in that stall before..then Qing meet us. To remind us of the Vision that ED1 have! "To fulfil the Great Comission by Building Strong and Biblical Guys who are FBL To Plant Strong and Biblical Community of guys who are FBL in Each of the Far East Schools in Singapore." Aiyah! Something like that I suppose..+_+

Then go Lan! Play DotA again..! oh dear! well we still enjoy it, right? haha..Then go Mac slack..Play Deal..Then Qing Meet DMM..Ok what happen during the meet is refered back in my sermon notebook so I shall no write anymore about it here..Then when it ended the Dmm slack again at Mac but I gotta rush home first..And here I am, Blogging again! Alrights! I gotta go first! Nights! =)



Alright! wow, been a great day today man..Start off,Firstly in the morning, woke up late after setting off the alarm cause I got remedial class. which is going to start at 8.30 and I woke up at 8. 15 ..haven't bathe,haven't eat, need to go on the way etc..plus whats worst! I got a tummy ache..so haiya, bo bian..then I late le lor..not just that! this subject teacher for my remedial is poa and she quite have trouble with students who ponteng will be in danger*.

But I can't deny the fact that I will be late because I got the tummy ache. so no choice loh. use the toilet first..Thank God after I pray the ache wasn't so bad! see! so good to have God in your life right? any ache also got Holy Physician..24/7 some more! well anyway, so I was on my way to school. reached there at 8.50..then a surprise awaits me. turn out that she changed the time to 9 because she knows we will be late cause want to sleep etc..Wah thank god man! means that I am not late!

Then another surprise comes, when she suddenly ended us at 10.00am sharp ( first time leh cause normally she will end us in 1h30mins time but today she gave us 30mins shorter! )
yeah means I can rush down to meet my care group for outing!

So went home packed my things then off I go! waitted for bus, went on the way, reached at marine parade, and met them there.so we went together! yeah! and the sun was shining bright! a good day for us! so we started up, well get heated, and off we go to swim, push people down..( Star was a tough one..) after that we buried yi hao under the sands. (photos get from him) actually quite shiok he said..=P then played some digging competition! strangely enough,yi hao won! wah! so we need to do whatever he said for 1 wish "roll on the sands.." well pretty dizzy but oh well..

And not long later, we see grey clouds, oh dear.. why is it that during outings it always rains? we don't know either but we just prayed anyway, and it hold out for a while before it rains later!
then suddenly, Song and Jemson lost their phones and wallet..Oh no..but we tried checking around our bags but still can't find it, so call 999 (something which andrew likes to say but we seriously did) so 999 to the rescue came, we are actually laughing cause we though officiers will come in bicycle holding umbrellas since its rainning ended up they brought the whole car along.hahaha. neways, they asked some questions and then they went off.

Mood was abit dead but, today is the day that the lord has made! so let us rejoice and be glad in it! =) and off we go do some cooking and boiling..of maggie mie..but since we cook (for the bbq pit is wet)..under shelter its still considered illegal. so then about 4 National Park Keepers came and took picture of the solid fuel being burnt for the cooking( but we clear it in the end though ) then they took our EZ-link cards and record our ic etc..well some of us were rather unhappy cause like we wan swim and play it rained and lose handphone, we wan enjoy ourselves with food and get scolded by National Parks keepers..But thats fine though since everyone's spirit is brought back to normal later on.

After that we settled down at Mac, most of the grads leave, left with me darren, marcus,andrew and sam. We were just playing poker, then we decided to do some planning..and our conclusion is Go Lan. (again) but thats ok! if everyone can enjoy themselves! took 15 to tamp then darren drop off first. then reached tamp where aloy join us to play.

The game was abit screwed but I had fun though with andrew for DotA (Ursa and chicken) joke haha.well anyway, went home for dinner and here to end. Tomorrow got service..Nights =)

By the way! Photos is here! I don't think its too obscene since its been posted to Facebook!
anyway these are The Macho Guys of ED1! :D




Returned! oh I am so tired! today, morning was playing my game, watching anime. when andrew messaged me saying he was to have a hair cut! so, since I wanted to cut too I decide to meet him up later to go together! later... Continued doing my stuffs while my mom went out get ingredients for rawon( think this is how you spell it..) its a very good soup which indonesian make..cause I wanted to have lunch at home.
And so my mom returned not long after, and she got cooking then I get eating! of course! after that I prepared to go out as I am gonna cut my hair with andrew. then brought my dad's guitar Amplifier out since ying jie needs it. actually thank god cause the amplifier previously was passed around here and there, now I am not even sure if the wires to attach to my guitar is still there or not..oh well! God take control!
Met andrew at small mac then we go together. Thank god again the bus arrived exactly when we reach the queue! we sat less than 10secs. so we when we took the bus, alight, reached the place! ding dong bell, then the ironic thing the auntie said is "hey you wait for just awhile!" so andrew asked "how long?" the auntie replied "1hour" so we were like " what the.." fancy telling us to wait for just awhile* when she told us to wait an hour!? Oh well! so off we go to the lan shop to consume 1hour of our time! Played garena and we are like screwing the game and not playing properly =X haha by the way the computer in sports hall lousy one! least me and andrew manage to fellowship together even if the game is screwed! :) strangely enough, met paul when we were paying the bills* after that match! sadly we can't accompany him though..=/ so off we go..back to the auntie and thank god! she has finished!
so we scissors paper stone and loser cut first! yet I won and i cut first?! sigh! I actually wanted a moo-hawk but oh well she ended up giving me short =/.. ( I also need to be thick-skinned in future! ) well god acutally use this chance to test my security though cause me and Him know that I am unstatisfied with my hair (my head feels lighter though!) well! its ok! so I went home changed prepare for guitar worshop! I remembered that I am created as the most handsome guy in God's eyes! :) I should be secure in Him! AMEN!

I was on my way to nexus, I am actually feeling uneasy cause there isn't anyone I know going!
but thank god, God sent Charles to accompany me! actually me and charles met quite alot of times for the same class or workshop..or etc..anyway! Thank god for Kaiwen and all the other few people who spend their time to put in effort for this workshop! I learnt alot too! widen my guitar skills also knowledge on it. to be a better guitarist for God!

When the lesson ends,then I went eating wanton mee with charles (by the way its quite good le!) after that went home together. Alright now! I am gonna take a rest, very tired!!! plus tomorrow got remedial and going east coast park for CG fellowship! so Good nights! =)



Alright! Back again, oh firstly yesterday! Had remedial class, history + physics. history class wasn't so bad but physics class only have 2 people +_+ me and other person, who attend..well that is ok, since Knowledge is Power! reached home. confused, actually intend to cut hair, but ended up watching anime at home..well that is ok, since we need to take a break at times! =P

So today! had metamorphosis! woohoo! it was awesome man! starting by the day, woke up had breakfast meet-up at small mac and off we go! so lets jump off to during the time where it begins, got started with Knowing God sermon by Dennis Loh! despite its a new-believer's teaching, Its still applicable to all! Somethings that I learn is that..
-When we first know God, our motives for coming may not be the best or good but God should be found at the end of the day, and Christianity is a GROWING Relationship not a religion.
GROWING was highlighted because I truly agree that when our relationship with god is stagnant, its very hard to hear or draw closer, which happen to me last time, I am physically in church, but my relationship with god is stagnant. and that is what Not gonna happen to me again!

Now Lunch! by the way, I bought mixed noodle and it was totally cheap(seriously) and not shiok and not filling +_+ how I wish starhub food court is rebuild again..sigh..so nevermind! still we need to thank god for the food amen?! haha!

After lunch, Second teaching was by Daniel chia, by the way, he likes to play *Simon Says* its TRUE! He mentioned about caring about the church, and something that renewed me again is my purpose of serving, reminding me that doing ministry especially, for me is offering counter duty...it may be a very mathematical and count-money duty, but I should really know that I am doing this for God's church! and probably I can add a Prayer during the duty..

Finally, they were preparing for games, and thank god! my 3 SpringField new-babies came down even though they had the trouble of rushing down after school! Thank god for their willingness! yeah! so we played Game Of Life 2nd Version from the previous metamorphosis!
Guess what? We didn't go Jail at ALL! yeah! but Yi hao group went there nearly 2-3times =P muakakaka! so we go around stations doing the required things by the station master's wants.
played most of the station games which e.g. Minesweeper, Bible Study ( Action Method rocks! ), Drama, Rope Skipping, and after gathering, we decided to place all on shares!
Despite there is just a small gain, Guess what again? We Won first prize of the whole game! yay! thank God! and yi hao group won third prize! yeah! God Bless us a lot this time round!=D
Prize is Merci-Chocolates!( one of my favourites!) & the chocolate cookie( haven't try yet though but nevermind!) + Yi hao side sommore! woo! we trashed this time round!

When things settled down, had Holy Spirit Baptism! to be true I was waiting for this one all along! the reason is, I wanted the 3 springfield babies to receive them! I just realised that I am like desiring the holy spirit for them instead =P but I thought that and I found out that, its truly the heart of shepherd & joy that God has given me to see my baby sheeps growing to receive the holy spirit! Wow! its a new breakthrough for me! yeah! Praise God again! =D I believe the 3 of them received it ( I suppose cause 1 or 2 of them wasn't very sure about it..)

Had Dinner at Long John Silvers! (again..) but I love the cheese man! ( jian an said he never eat LJS before! can you believe it?) well there is always the first time! after dinner then, we are just waiting for a great time of Praise and Worship and Prayer!

During the P&W, God also renewed my heart again to praise him crazily* truly not to because I have to do so but because Its from the bottom of my heart that desires to praise him crazily!
Woo!!! had a time of prayer, and of course, I gotta remember, my school is still waiting to be conquered! and so is my studies! I will conquer them in Jesus name AMEN!

Went carefour walk walk buy drinks. instead I didn't buy anything..the place itself provide free water to drink the one from the cone, haha! praise god! he blessed me with free water! getting thirsty now...=P..after that went home by bus despite its really far from PS to my house..( Reading will consume the time really*)

Not long after, Reached home,take a shower, enjoy my supper that is cereal.. I am now here again! to write about how god have blessed me through today! Well, Getting Sleepy, gotta rest soon! Nights!



Morning, ahh remedial! sigh, Accounts some more! quite tiring, but thank god my accounts teacher just give me a nag since I forgot to do the corrections for one of the homework..phew, Thank God! haha, got a lil problem with Poa =/..always drag de..but anyway..then done le I went off to west mac..study..pray that my maths will improve for my next test. I last time quite good at maths de..but when your not faithful with your gifts..God will take it away..Praying that my maths will improve again!

Met vylan after studying..then we go eat Astons! woohoo! Shiok ah~! I was just challenging vylan to be Dmm by end of december! he actually said steady at first but he is quite smart to later question me to pierce if i fail to reach my own goal!

Pretty smart to use my words back, but I need to get things right with him cause my mom restrict me to pierce! ( why would I pierce my ear in the first place! ).

Well, now watching anime! I gotta remember to spend time with God! Nights! =)



Whoops! sorry forgot to post yesterday..was too tired..anyways..yesterday morning woke up, prepare, meet up at small mac. Was a bit tired though, since had some tiring event on friday. anyway! Going to service should be a Joy! not a burden! Reached! Prayer meet..Oh and Andrew owe me a Prayer! He was suppose to pray for me when we lack of time! HA! then P&W! Woohoo!

But since I was sick on friday I don't wanna exhaust my body too much. since its not fully recovered..but i notice something was wrong with the lights which cause a bit different atmosphere but to be true..it matters a lot! Manage to still praise and worship god but I am a little bit distracted by the drummer..cause I kept dreaming as I always want that one day I will be a Praise and Worship Drummer too! Been working on that but still got a lot to learn! Then after the P&W the Preacher was Dennis! whoo! We talk about Nehemiah..wow..yesterday I really learn a lot through prayer and planning. Few things that I learn is that. surely, faith without actions is dead!
If we Dream big* for god, we need to Do big* for god too! dream big* but do nothing = dead* Dream Big + Do Big = Miracle thats why, we need to pray, plan and get it done!
I too am praying I won't just pray and leave it as it is. but pray and plan as well! Amen!

After service, did Offering counter duty then rush off to Le to eat.
met up with the rest, have lunch, fellowship.then off we go america's room! celebrate Dennis Birthday! Sing him songs! and watch some affirmation videos from the leaders..Then took some photos! Let me bring some pictures to my blog...Aiyah..some problem with the pictures later then I upload bah!

Then go centerpoint mac stuck around..ohh was talking to ah ding and Min jie actually one is from the super guai the other is the super gangster but they seriously get along well...so after the long chat then side track to one piece. we decide play a round of dotA! haha! with garena together aloy mj, ding and me. we trashed that match man! to be true mj and ding very zai =P.. haha but I use invoker not very easy to mess around with! ANYWAY! finished game then Dmm,

Dmm planned for how our nb exp god more. and it ended like quite late..but thank god again! I took 14 ( not last bus! ) even if its 12 o'clock and it took me from dhoby ghaut back home only 30mins to reach! thats fast! but oh well..thank god my dad and mom asleep hehe..but they never scold me! but they are just glad I am home safe.

After bathing..I was suppose to sleep but ended up watching that taiwan video which my sis brought home..+_+.. ( hey actually quite interesting le! =O ) haha..

So today! thank god! I can watch anime! cause ah ding give me the site to watch and its not too heavily populated so the buffer and everything still in good shape! and they update to lastest and the old videos is still available to watch hehe!

after watching went out with my family..to raffles city area..my dad wanted to go to butan for some mediation so he needs a powerful sleeping bag that can hold 0 degrees celsius.. went to camper's corner..check out and saw -40 degree celsius is also available! wow! but it cost...1k...wow...would you think my dad will buy it? certainly not!

then we walk around..finally had our dinner at pizza hut! haha! to replace friday's dinner when I can't make it..then went home. to blog again! well..guess its time for anime-ing! so good nights!




Yeah! Praise God! Last Day Of School man..and I manage to settle my report to Miss RA..Went gym for some workout before I go find DM..Once home, thought of going out however, Instead ended up everyone busy so I stick around at home, OH, and the account man who always upload One Piece Episode on Youtube.com have been suspended..Sigh..can't watch it anymore, need to find others =/. So I played Warcraft III Campain

During the game, I suddenly felt the usual Terror is coming. and that sensation thrills me from head to toe. feeling as though something gonna happen even though I know nothing's gonna happen to my house..then I started walking up and down to chill it away.When I was at the living room, suddenly everything slowly turns black as though I closed my eyes. I tried to open my eyes yet my whole body was numb, can't move. And yes, its a seizure.

I do have seizure since young but recently it have been occuring here and there..like once in 10months? which is bad for me. when I passed out, what I saw was like a very quick movement however I can't see clearly and I can't even breathe. then I lifted up my head and "phew, glad I am back" however, my mouth is unable to speak, my head is throbbing, my body is numb. Thank god my mom was there to bring me to the room and help me up. then I decided to take a rest.

While lying on bed, I was just talking to God, and just complain to God like " God why is it that it happen again? " and God reminded me about the life of Job. where Satan struck him with a serious illness and tests not once! not twice!. yet Job remain to be faithful and choose to trust in God rather than to blame God for your bad circumstances.

And at that time I really thank God that, He wouldn't put me in circumstances,challenges,tests etc. where we can't handle but to rely on God for strength. Despite this is an illness that I had since young, right now, even if I have all the right to complain about it, I just wanna thank God for being with me through it all. because he was always there!

Yeah! well then, I better get some rest early, since I just had seizure, I need to ensure my brain have enough rest for tomorrow's service! so I will sleep early! Nights! =)



Yeah! back blogging again! today, got lots of administrative things to do like ask sign this sign that..still got homework..but its ok i finished it! =D oh by the way, just now in school Miss RA was like giving me the "Show me watcha' Got!" look and saying you show me what you can do as a prefect. well thank god things went fine! got my result slips...And seems like I really need to work on my maths! I got "U" which is really bad for an Indonesian, for mostly they quite Zai at mathematics. and last time maths was my trump card. Now its my biggest burden. which is dangerous..gotta work hard man..Anyway my english improved quite a lot! manage to get A again.
yeah thank god!

When school ended, looked for Miss RA, to pass to her my reflection of Being a Good Prefect*
well, I written about 1k plus and I said, sorry I only write 1k plus..she said "ya I told you to write 1k" so I was a little puzzled..yesterday she said 2k CLEARLY now she told me to write 1k only?
well thats fine, so I asked her, you told me to write 2000 words right? she replied "yes 1000 and count your words, sign and give it to me tomorrow" so I just alright fine..neways thank God she didn't give me the intimidating lecture. which I always dislike..anyway Thank God haha!

On my way home, My phone dropped on the road, I am like OUCH! thank god only scratches..not that serious..Reached Home, settle things out the forms and sign etc..and sent Birthday affirmation email for Dennis,Tsk* Then Off to bed! ahh..thank God again that sleeping is a Gift! woohoo!

Wake up, did my homework, dinner and here I am again! Now I wanna go do my Quiet Time..No disturbance! Nights!



Oh By the way, last night....PRAISE God! I found my sony ericsson earpiece! haha =D
I been looking for it for very long! Anyway..today's day not say very good cause during chemistry class, one of my chemistry teacher was absent since my class is a 2 split classes. so my other chemistry teacher decide ok! break and free period for chemistry 1hour lesson! woah, so shiok! free period! so my classmates begin to scatter to their cliques,talk and etc..

Not long later, Miss RA walk pass..so this means..GAME OVER!!! Die, despite all I did was simply talking to my chemistry teacher* all the way, I am responsible because I am a Prefect! ( Not really a WOAH thing since Class leaders + Prefects are the one taking the blame) so Die..after school..

After school comes, and I received a scolding for abt a min..then we are told to write reflections..
after that she told us to read out our reflections..then as before I finished, she said " you never write anything about what you could do or what did you do" to be true I wrote it but she interupted and scolded me before I manage to finish the whole reflection and so I thought "ok fine, thats alright" and then she said you write 2000 word reflections! I am like "What The" 2K? are you serious?! Well Yes she is.

So I started writing writing..then my last year chinese teacher ask for some help Timer for the sec 1 Oral. and Miss RA sent me so I bo bian.. go lo.. and all I did was " ok 5mins is up, stop reading and wait for your turn" After that, I checked out my DM's Corner and found she isn't there, probably she went home, then my few class leaders was also not there, so I looked around and found one, and she said she was allowed to go home even though she was told to wrote 2k and she only finish writing 1k plus! sigh, just count myself unlucky..

Anyway, despite some troubles, I gotta be joyful! because Today is the Day that the Lord has made~! Let us rejoice and be glad in it~! Whoo! A BIG REFLECTION can't beat My BIG GOD! Amen? Truly thank god I got him to go through this together! =)

Oh! now is the time for American's Got Talent! Maybe I will watch it..neways, Nights!



Yeah! today, our care group got the most interesting event of all! Don't forget the lyrics! East D 1 Version! haha..! very Fun!!! basically not much rule is changed but instead of having lifeline we have 3 brains to think and sing together! so Cool right!

In The End, 2 Teams lost! Yi qin, daryl & Jemson. also Joel, Andrew, song & paul! it turned out the loser do forfeit! haha! actually wasted i should have taken pictures of the 2 drinks of forfeit! wah Shiok! probably I need to work on that!

Neways, I gotta thank god for the fellowship is what matters!

today Star taught about worship. truly, worship is not Just a session but is a form of expression of love in every simple things we do! Remember it!

Yeah! Then later we had a good times of POOL! not swimming but..play Billard! By the way, Madnessly* This is Joel House and he has it! Reminder to Prana: Alfon will get it from me! HAHAHA! whoops..Love,Joy,Peace,Patience..

So, went to Simpang bedok to eat prata and spend time with God. and Home again! By the way, Mentalist show is not bad le! gotta check it out! Every Tuesday 10pm-11pm on Channel 5! haha..alright, gotta go off first! Nights!