Let me blog about yesterday( Tuesday first ) so, Tuesday, morning went to school..haha..Thank god! now so far I can come slightly later for duty since my DM never scold me for coming right on time when I am suppose to report EARLY* well never mind..so lesson..study etc....then when school ended rushed home..bathe eat..then off I go Bugis again..for doctor appointment at KKH..

Waited for my turn, then see the doctor, make some communications about my health ( duh ). well, now that I am growing, my hormones getting active, therefore having one or two seizures a year is normal. especially when I got it genetically. so in the end. hoping to get better, but gotta increase medicine dosage. taking medicine everyday is not very nice..after that, buy more medicine from the pharmacy, then head home.

When home I, find some songs for gonna practice worship with hao. so took my guitar and off I go. then practice le!, thank god cause we got some difficulty looking for the songs etc..haha! then practice le finished and its already..9..well, when my dad is in singapore..its bad news only if i have not had my dinner yet..which yeah, I haven't eat!

But thank god! He prepared the bus, my dad to not scold me..and as well for my mom to wait for me despite she need clear the dishes etc.. yay! praise God haha. reached home le. then have my dinner!

So its time for comfirmation. And things doesn't go as it seems, about 2-3 roles is not comfirmed and I need to take the burden instead, my sheeps are unable to make it and one of them even said CG is boring! plus my dad is angrily scolding me off to bed, because of my illness, thus I need to sleep early. it was really very tiring. its actually doesn't sounds bad since its over..but I was really exhausted having to choose, which is more important,

Compromise my sleep and hurting the temple of God or the Caregroup to flow well and may have their lives changed during care group? difficult decision to decide huh? I want to compromise my sleep for the group but, my parents were worried insisting and scolding that I should get enough sleep! ( Thank god for their love and care =) )

So I turned to Him, and God reminded me that he will only place me on difficult challenges, situations and circumstances only those that I am able to go overcome it by relying on him for strength! and in that time, things looked pretty small. and things becomes easier to do, all I need is to go to bed remain awake first, Pass the role to those who are able..( thank god for them! ) call my sheep if possible. and thats all! And I can still can compromise my sleep just a little bit and just trust God for he will provide the protection and my requried sleep..! =)

So I really want to encourage you all even myself again. that God will not put us in difficult challenges, situations and circumstances if we can't overcome it. he will only put us in those areas only because he wants us to look to him for strength rather than relying on our own hands to get things done!

Now for my sheep, I will just keep them in prayer! and hope that they will see the value of coming to CG! and also grow in their Relationship with God! Amen =)

Ok thats was yesterday, anyway, so to just Chop Chop on what I did today, study in school duh..then when school ended, rushed down to yi hao house, prepare for CG. Thank god I manage to back up most of the roles and thank god for all the people leading the roles! yay! and caregroup begins and ends. Can't share much on this!

After that head home, Phew, for my dad is going overseas tonight, cause he is flying around the world for meetings just to get money to fill my wallet.. ( But I need to thank god for him! ) so i need to go home for dinner..and I can't join mandon's bdae celebration..aww..so oh well! Now, I am blogging again! gonna go sleep soon! shucks, forgot that I still got homework to do..ahh! alrights gotta go! Nights! =)