Yeah! Praise God! Last Day Of School man..and I manage to settle my report to Miss RA..Went gym for some workout before I go find DM..Once home, thought of going out however, Instead ended up everyone busy so I stick around at home, OH, and the account man who always upload One Piece Episode on Youtube.com have been suspended..Sigh..can't watch it anymore, need to find others =/. So I played Warcraft III Campain

During the game, I suddenly felt the usual Terror is coming. and that sensation thrills me from head to toe. feeling as though something gonna happen even though I know nothing's gonna happen to my house..then I started walking up and down to chill it away.When I was at the living room, suddenly everything slowly turns black as though I closed my eyes. I tried to open my eyes yet my whole body was numb, can't move. And yes, its a seizure.

I do have seizure since young but recently it have been occuring here and there..like once in 10months? which is bad for me. when I passed out, what I saw was like a very quick movement however I can't see clearly and I can't even breathe. then I lifted up my head and "phew, glad I am back" however, my mouth is unable to speak, my head is throbbing, my body is numb. Thank god my mom was there to bring me to the room and help me up. then I decided to take a rest.

While lying on bed, I was just talking to God, and just complain to God like " God why is it that it happen again? " and God reminded me about the life of Job. where Satan struck him with a serious illness and tests not once! not twice!. yet Job remain to be faithful and choose to trust in God rather than to blame God for your bad circumstances.

And at that time I really thank God that, He wouldn't put me in circumstances,challenges,tests etc. where we can't handle but to rely on God for strength. Despite this is an illness that I had since young, right now, even if I have all the right to complain about it, I just wanna thank God for being with me through it all. because he was always there!

Yeah! well then, I better get some rest early, since I just had seizure, I need to ensure my brain have enough rest for tomorrow's service! so I will sleep early! Nights! =)